Vesper, November
The knees know it’s November,
Aching and creaky as the balding trees.
How long they will hold out
Is anybody’s guess, but I’m rooting
For them with the fervor
Of a venture capitalist bankrolling
A startup: Come on, baby,
You can do it! One step, two steps—
You’ve got this! There’s more
Dark than light these days, not so much
Metaphor as measure, though
This feeling that the curtains are closing
Is one I cannot shake. When I
Make the turn onto 40, the west is on
Fire, the burning ball of sun
Level with my eyes, gloriously blinding,
And as I struggle to keep
The truck between the lines I wonder
Whether anyone else is
Seeing this, whether anyone else has
The same desire to pull over
And step into the twilight chill to watch
This sea of golden clouds
Rust, flash electric then dull to gray
Before resuming the drive,
Body tight through the shoulders and tired
Of it all but wanting it to
Never end (come on, baby, you’ve got THIS),
Miles of night to go,
Headlights like stars guiding us home.
11/10/2023